Remembering Charlie Gonzalez

Charlie my love,

It's been a miserable couple of days I've been looking for a C for your wall I've created w/your photos and personal memorabilia. I've been debating wether or not I should give your IPOD to Ro well it was hers originally and then it fell into your hands so I say it's yours. I think maybe I'll help her get a new one of her own, we'll c. It's just so hard to let any of your stuff go. I went to look for your glasses the other day your red and black one's not the new one's the old one's and I found out your dad took em when we were in the hospital he had asked and I told him we'll see. In reality I didn't want to share anything with him. I know it's selfish right but how could I give something like that away so personal and something you wore everyday for more than a year. I am beyond pissed that they are gone, having your other 2 doesn't matter b/c those are the one's you wore the longest :( I miss you so much and I've been keeping busy cleaning the house a lot lately, redecorating, and I know in my mind I'll need to slow down but right know it makes me feel ok so I'll continue for now. I wanted to leave you with a pic of your wall I got most of it done and the best part I got you a red heart and a red butterfly... I saw em and I knew I had to have em on top of being your fav color they had meaning :| Sorry about the stupid flash glare :(

Your lil baby eating is fav meal you put em on to!!!